I've been thinking. Yes, I do think. Haha. But anyway.. What started it? Well... Lex said something.. And I started pondering. Musing upon stuff like..
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If I ever had a major falling out with each of my friends [yes, I took different people and put them into the same situation each time around], I wonder what would happen? Yes, we'd just go on and live life. That's what everyone does, anyway. Nothing much we can do. But that's in black and white. The basic of everything. But what about the grey areas, the in-betweens? The personalization of the situation? Everyone reacts to the same situations differently.
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Something else I was musing upon... Would I [or you] prefer being screwed over, or screwing someone over? Say it has to do with friendships and all. Relationships. Not actual sex, you pervs. Haha. I would.. Hmm. I could say how I think I would react, but push come to shove and I'm in the actual situation... I don't think I'd do as I thought I would. Ever happened to you? Happens to me a lot. But anyway, I think I would personally prefer screwing someone over. Because I could always apologize and attempt to make the situation better. I don't trust easily, so if I were screwed over by a friend whom I had opened my heart up to and thought I could count on.. Meh. The personal, emotional pain is just.. I can't cope. Oh lulz. I don't deal with emotional stress very well. It's selfish, but yes. Another thing that would add in to this is... Which one of my friends it is. There are some people whom I wouldn't mess up for the world- They mean that much to me.
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Also. Do you read meanings into something that isn't there? I do it a lot. A whole lot, in fact. Especially when it comes to people. Which.. Isn't good, but I don't know. I'm suspicious.. And wary. I used to be gullible and naive! What happened? D8 But I digress.. I used to trust everyone and anyone. But now... It takes me longer to trust people. Like Lex said, I have commitment problems. I've been taken advantage of too many times. Best thing is.. I never know until someone else tells me... Or something blatantly obvious happens. XD Oops. Even now though. When I trust someone, I really place my faith in them. So.. It's still easy to take advantage of that. Haha meh. When I grow older I'd probably call myself ten kinds of idiot, but... I haven't been hurt enough to bother changing myself now. P8 I'm a moron. yes. OH WELL.
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Last question for today.. If you had the chance.. Would you choose to live forever? ... I don't think I would. x_o
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That is all. 8D
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If I ever had a major falling out with each of my friends [yes, I took different people and put them into the same situation each time around], I wonder what would happen? Yes, we'd just go on and live life. That's what everyone does, anyway. Nothing much we can do. But that's in black and white. The basic of everything. But what about the grey areas, the in-betweens? The personalization of the situation? Everyone reacts to the same situations differently.
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Something else I was musing upon... Would I [or you] prefer being screwed over, or screwing someone over? Say it has to do with friendships and all. Relationships. Not actual sex, you pervs. Haha. I would.. Hmm. I could say how I think I would react, but push come to shove and I'm in the actual situation... I don't think I'd do as I thought I would. Ever happened to you? Happens to me a lot. But anyway, I think I would personally prefer screwing someone over. Because I could always apologize and attempt to make the situation better. I don't trust easily, so if I were screwed over by a friend whom I had opened my heart up to and thought I could count on.. Meh. The personal, emotional pain is just.. I can't cope. Oh lulz. I don't deal with emotional stress very well. It's selfish, but yes. Another thing that would add in to this is... Which one of my friends it is. There are some people whom I wouldn't mess up for the world- They mean that much to me.
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Also. Do you read meanings into something that isn't there? I do it a lot. A whole lot, in fact. Especially when it comes to people. Which.. Isn't good, but I don't know. I'm suspicious.. And wary. I used to be gullible and naive! What happened? D8 But I digress.. I used to trust everyone and anyone. But now... It takes me longer to trust people. Like Lex said, I have commitment problems. I've been taken advantage of too many times. Best thing is.. I never know until someone else tells me... Or something blatantly obvious happens. XD Oops. Even now though. When I trust someone, I really place my faith in them. So.. It's still easy to take advantage of that. Haha meh. When I grow older I'd probably call myself ten kinds of idiot, but... I haven't been hurt enough to bother changing myself now. P8 I'm a moron. yes. OH WELL.
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Last question for today.. If you had the chance.. Would you choose to live forever? ... I don't think I would. x_o
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That is all. 8D
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